Saturday, December 25, 2010

The Holidays and the New Year

WOW!  This is my first ever white Christmas!  The snow started in Greenville this afternoon and is still coming down.  It is supposed to continue all night.  Tim and I took a ride today to look at the beauty of it all and we really enjoyed ourselves.  Fresh snow is so pretty and makes everything look so fresh and clean!
We started out the day with a breakfast at Waffle House and ended with a Chinese dinner.  It was a great Christmas Day!

Now that Christmas is over, my thought turn to the new year.  With the loss of my job just a few weeks ago, I am not sure exactly what to expect!  Who knows what this year will hold for me.  I know that much of what is to come is out of my hands.  But there are some things I can control.  Continuing on my quest for health and fitness IS in my control.  Even though I have felt less motivated the last few weeks, I am now ready to be back on track and get some of these pounds off!

I am starting to work on my new year resolutions.  I want to encourage you to make (at least) one for yourself.  Be specific. No broad "lose weight" or "exercise" resolutions!  Resolve to eat more vegetables.  Maybe you can commit to exercise 3 times a week for 30 minutes.  And tell someone...or everyone...what your resolution is so that you are accountable.  Write it down where you will see it every day, like on your fridge.  If you want to lose pounds, decide how much and set a goal date.  Maybe also think of specific ways you will reach that weight goal.  When you reach it, you can always set a new goal for the next few pounds.  Resolutions can be made any time...not just in January! A goal to lose 10 pounds is much less intimidating than 50 pounds!!!

Here is my first rough draft for my resolutions:
  1. Exercise 6 days a week for at least one hour.
  2. Limit dessert to one day a week.
  3. Eat out only 2 times a week.
  4. Run a 5K.
  5. Post to my blog every week.
  6. Find a way to encourage someone in their weight battle every week.
Notice I did not set a weight loss goal for myself.  I have found that I cannot focus on a number, or I get discouraged.  Instead I am working on being healthy and strong and the weight will come off as I do that. 
I also want to get my personal trainer certification, even if I haven't reached my personal weight goal yet.

I would love to know what your resolutions are.  Post a comment and share yours with me.

Make 2011 a HEALTHY and happy New Year for you!!

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Big changes

Man, it's been a crazy week!  Last Friday I was getting ready to go to lunch when my boss called me into his office.  Very matter-of-factly he told me that he had decided to "restructure" his business and was eliminating my position...he was letting me go.  It was like having the rug pulled out from under me!  It was such a shock!  I was given several weeks of pay and sent on my way.  I cried all afternoon waiting for Tim to get home.  He was very supportive and encouraging.

We went out to supper that night and I decided to "treat" myself to chicken alfredo pizza.  Saturday and Sunday I allowed myself to wallow in self-pity and ate whatever I wanted.  And no exercise either.  Come Sunday night I started feeling pretty bad and woke up Monday with a yucky head cold.  I guess the bright side was I didn't have to call in sick!  HA!

Now here I am, a week later, and way off my diet and exercise plan!  I haven't gained any weight back, but I haven't moved forward either.  I know these kinds of things will happen and this is my first real test, but I think I have failed this test miserably.  That does NOT mean that I have to drop out.  Tomorrow is another day. 

Since I will not be working I have the unique opportunity to ramp up my exercise and get back on track.  I stopped at the grocery store earlier and loaded up on fruit and a few healthy meal choices.  I think a key for me while I am not working is to stay on a strick schedule of meals and snacks and a good exercise plan.  It will be too easy to sit in front of the TV all day and snack, so I want to have a plan.  I also want to try some of the classes offered at my gym and I'm hoping they won't be as full during the day.  On days that the weather is nice I want to get to the track and run.  And I plan to double my treadmill time.  Tim and I both agreed that keeping my sessions with the trainer is more important now than ever.  I need the accountability even more than before.

I do have a phone interview on Monday for an office assistant job I would love to have.  I will continue to look for a position and send out resumes.  In the meantime I will continue to work towards my goal of a healthier lifestyle.  I hope I will use this time wisely and make smart decisions.  I'll keep you posted!

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Circuit/Interval Training

I can hardly believe Thanksgiving is over!  In just a few weeks it will be Christmas!!  I heard the other day that the average American will gain 7 pounds this month!  I am determined NOT to be that statistic.  My goal is to lose 10 pounds before Dec. 31st.  That means I really have to watch what I eat and keep the momentum going on my exercise.

The last couple of weeks I have had some really good workouts with my trainer, Melissa and my workout buddy, Denise.  We have been doing circuit exercises.  Simply put, Mel sets up stations around the room, each one for a different exercise.  Some nights we do 3 minutes of each.  Other times, like last night, we did one minute of each.  The shorter the duration, the harder you need to push it.  Some workouts we switch out some of the exercises. It went something like this:
  1. Bicep curls with 8 pound weights
  2. Alternating lunges
  3. Zipper with 8 pound weights
  4. Glute leg lifts
  5. Crunches
  6. Tricep overhead extensions with 5 pound weights
  7. Hydrants
  8. Tricep Kickbacks with 5 pound weights
  9. Wall squats
  10. Alternating front lifts and lateral raises with 5 pound weights
  11. Kneeling twist & bend
  12. Bicep curl to overhead press with 5 pound weights
Of course we started with a warm up of movements to get our heart rates up and after all the stations we did some cool down stretches. 
You can also include jumping jacks, jump rope, running in place, push-ups, squats...you get the idea.  For my at-home list I have alternated upper and lower body choices.  If you really want to ramp it up you can add 30-50 steps between each one (or marching in place if you don't have a step).
Just think what you could do with even just 15 minutes!  That's one minute of 15 different routines.  A full body workout!  If any of it seems too easy, just increase the weights you use.  If you don't have weights, fill a reusable grocery bag or backpack with books to equal the weight you want to use.  And you can do it all while watching TV!

Beat the year end rush and resolve TODAY to start eating right and exercising!!  It could help make 2011 your best year yet!

P.S. There is a great app (Android and iPhone) called Nike Boom that you can set up to sound off at intervals you set.  The music is really great too.  It's free.  Give it a try!

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Thanksgiving Update

If your house smells as good as mine does right now, I bet your stomach is growling!  I hope you ate breakfast!  That's the best way to get your metabolism started and to not sit down to dinner with an empty stomach! 

My latest weigh-in was last night and this week I lost 2.5 pounds!  That's one of the best weeks (for weight loss) I've had so far.  My new goal is another 10 pounds before Christmas.  That means I will really have to step up my workouts and watch every bite I eat.  I am planning to increase my treadmill mileage to 3 miles at least 4 days a week.  I am also increasing my hand weights from 5 lbs. to 8.  I was "bragging" to my trainer yesterday that I can now feel muscles in my arms and abs.  Granted, they are still covered with too much fat (hahahaha), but they are definitely there.

I thought it was a good time to share the details of my weight and inches lost.  Weighing and measuring is done weekly.  It seems like the weeks I lose inches, my weight loss is small and visa versa.  The question marks next to some of the measurements are because sometimes the numbers just didn't seem right.  Sometimes bloating and water retention will throw things off.  You just accept it and move on.  It usually evens out in the end.  I try hard not to get obsessed with any one number, but together as a whole.


DateWeight (lbs.)Right Thigh (inch) Left Thigh (inches)Waist (inches)Hips (inches)Chest (inches)Right Arm (inches)Left Arm (inches)
8/11/20102502827.2547.551521817.75
8/16/2010250.2       
8/23/2010248.5 26.54752.55217.517
8/30/201024827.526.25465250.51716.5
9/9/2010246.626.526.5465050.51616.25
9/20/2010246.825.5254651.550.51616
9/27/2010244       
10/4/2010244.625.2525.2544.547.5501616
10/14/2010242.8252544.25 49.751615.75
10/21/2010242.6       
10/28/201024224.7524.7544.2547.549.751615.75
11/4/2010240.624.524.5444849.51615.75
11/11/2010240.825.5??24.543.754949.515.7515.5
11/18/2010239.824.2524.543.550??4915.515.5
11/23/2010237.425?24.543.255048.7515.515.5


Slow and steady!  BABY STEPS!!!
Have a great Thanksgiving!

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Here are some great tips for eating some of your favorites this Thanksgiving from Fitness magazine.

TURKEY
Turkey is a dynamite healthy protein source -- unless it's deep fried and slathered with gravy. Sarah Krieger, RD, National Spokesperson for the American Dietetic Association, points out that a serving of turkey provides almost half of the recommended daily allowance of folic acid and is a good source of vitamin B, zinc, and potassium. These nutrients have been found to keep blood cholesterol down, protect against cancer and heart disease, and boost the immune system (not bad for an old bird). A normal portion size is usually 3 to 4 ounces -- and if you stick to white meat and peel the skin off, you'll literally save hundreds of calories at the Thanksgiving table. Fortunately, turkey is one of those dieter's dream foods that will fill you up when you eat just a little.

SWEET POTATOES
Sweet potatoes are among the healthiest vegetables around -- so long as they don't get doused with butter, marshmallows, or some other high-calorie holiday sabotage. If roasted -- which keeps the flavor very intense without adding fat -- sweet potatoes burst with fiber, vitamin A, potassium, and phytochemicals, which stave off aging, cancer, and arthritis. Plus, they're very filling, so you don't have to overload your plate with them.

STUFFING
Talk about a healthy food in need of a name change. This fluffy side is often regarded as one of the most fattening (and, well, stomach-stuffing) holiday dishes, but with only a few minor adjustments it can actually be a healthy standout. Pack it with nuts, dried fruits, carrots, and celery, and you'll benefit from fiber and a range of vitamins, recommends Krieger. Also, and this is crucial: Use low sodium chicken broth instead of butter to keep the dish moist and low in fat.

Eat what you love, but practice portion control. 
There is no need to eat as though it's your last meal! 
Eat slowly and enjoy every bite. 
Load up your plate with veggies and fill up on them.

Enjoy the love and fellowship of those you are with. 
HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!

Saturday, November 20, 2010

My First Race

What a crazy morning!  And what a blast!
Let me back up...I met someone a couple of weeks ago who is an avid (addicted) runner.  He offered to help me get started.  He suggested I sign up and participate in the Wren Run, a run/walk 5K.  So I did. 

The week before the race, I had multiple dreams about the race.  My mind created all types of scenarios about what might happen.  It's no secret that I really fight some ridiculous fears about running and this was no exception.  But I was determined to see this through!  So I read up on what to wear, how to layer, what to eat, etc.  I set my alarm for early Saturday morning, a miracle for me!  I got up and dressed, ate a peanut butter sandwich and headed out. 

The first race, a mile run, was at 8 AM, so I watched and cheered the mostly under 10 group.  At 8:30 it was time to get in line for the 5K.  I got at the back of the group, assuming that's where the walkers would be.  With the starting whistle, everyone took off...running!  Not one walker!  YIKES!  I just stood there...and the fear took over.  I slinked away and carefully took off my race number.  I just couldn't start walking when everyone else was running!  I was about to get in my car and leave when Mike saw me.  He's the guy who had suggested I do this.  He asked why I wasn't walking and I (shamefully) explained why I had backed out.  He was so encouraging!  Before I knew what was happening, he had me on the move.  We actually went backwards!  He got me started, told me to walk towards the oncoming racers, then at the half-way point turn around and get in the back of the group so I could finish with them.  It worked!  I was still by far the last to finish, but I did FINISH!  I crossed the finish line at 51 minutes 5 seconds.  And I got my medal!  Actually, I got more than a medal.  I overcame another fear...failure.  I didn't fail! 
I DIDN'T FAIL!!! 

The next race will be easier.  I already know I can do it!  I have felt really emotional since the race.  Almost teary.  It's just such a great feeling to have accomplished something I wanted to do, made my mind up to do and finished.  It's a cool feeling.

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Random Thoughts

What am I still afraid of? 
I'm afraid I'll fall.
I'm afraid I'll look stupid.
I'm afraid of not finishing.
I'm afraid of not reaching my goals.
I'm afraid of not being able to resist temptation.
I'm afraid chocolate is stronger than me! (Okay, not really!)
I AM AFRAID OF FAILURE...AGAIN.

What am I confident of?
If I have made it this far, I can succeed.
I will not die from exercise!
I can last WEEKS without chocolate!
It might be slow, but the pounds WILL come off.
Friends and family are the key to my success.
I have a clear vision of myself thin(ner) and healthy.
I like myself better as an athlete.  You heard me right...an athlete!
I deserve to be healthier.  I WILL be healthier!
I do not need to be on the Biggest Loser to lose weight.

What's next???
March 12, 2011 I will run my first 5K.
In the spring I want to take tennis lessons.
My blog will achieve world wide fame!  (whatever!)

Monday, November 15, 2010

Notes from all over

So many people have been supportive of me and my struggle to lose weight.  I have gotten so many notes of encouragement and each one has been special to me.  There are a few responses I have gotten that I wanted to share with you:

The first is a long time friend.  I’ll call her “B”.  She shared with me her personal struggle to lose weight and eat right.  She found that motivation and time are big hurdles for her.  Since she has a family to cook for, she has the battle of trying to eat healthy and prepare things for her family that they like at the same time.  We have decided to become each others “buddy” and encourage each other along.  We have also set a mini weight loss goal between the two of us by Thanksgiving.  So far she is beating me!  Her honesty about her trials has been a great encouragement to me and a reminder that I am not the only one fighting this uphill battle.

Early on I got a note from “L”.    She has known me since I was a little girl and knows that I have always battled my weight.  She wanted to let me know that she had been encouraged by my updates and wanted to start on her own journey along with her daughter.  I was happy to get to share some of the ideas I had learned so far.  Just knowing I could pass some of my new knowledge on to someone was a great feeling.

Just this past Friday, I got an email from “P”.  I have known her since we went to school together in the 7th and 8th grade.  “P” told me that since she has been reading my blog she has dusted off her treadmill and is trying to use it at least 3 times a week.  Way to go, “P”!!  I will make it a point to keep up with “P” and her progress.  Every little baby step makes a big difference!

The last note I want to tell you about was actually a negative comment.  “D” wrote me to tell me how disappointed she was that I supported yoga as a form of exercise.  “D” feels that yoga is a “spiritualist” thing and has no place with her God (her words).  I could not disagree more.  Yoga is a form of exercise that I use occasionally to improve my PHYSICAL body.  To me there is no connection to anything spiritual, other than that I feel I am honoring God by trying to take care of the body He created for me.  I do respect her opinion, but I hope that she can see my view also.  Anything…any activity…can be used by anyone for their dark/evil/sinful desires, but that does NOT mean I have to do the same.  I appreciated this note also, because it helped me to reaffirm for myself what I am doing and what my motivation is.  So thanks, “D” and I still love you!

I love hearing from all of you, weather it is an idea, an opinion, an encouragement or a progress report.  We are all in this together!!

I will be posting my progress (so far) later this week and will also try to get some updated photos taken.  Watch for that update coming soon...

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Running

I remember a time in 7th grade when at gym I had to run around the soccer field one direction while an opponent ran the opposite direction in a race.  I won and the feeling was exuberance!  I was no athlete and was an overweight uncomfortable teen, so I never tried again.  For years I have felt like I had a runner deep inside of me buried under layers of fat waiting to get out.  The idea of the freedom of running and the feeling of your body moving so fluidly just appeals to me.  When I started working with my trainer, that was one goal I told her I had...to run. 

So far my running has been limited to the treadmill at the gym.  I try to run 30-45 seconds with 2-3 minutes of walking in between.  It's tough!  But there is definitely something about it that continues to pull me in.  I have a definite vision of myself crossing a finishing line.

Now I have signed up to run my first race, a 5K (about 3.1 miles) in March 2011.  Today I had a conversation with a friend of my sister Nancy who is an ultra marathon runner.  He has graciously volunteered to help me and it looks like we will be getting together in the next week or so.  God has a great way of bringing people into your life just when you need them, doesn't He?

I will keep you posted on my running training schedule.  Maybe next time I see you you won't recognize me!

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Mood Eating

It's now late Sunday morning and for the past 36 hours I have been in a bad mood.  Friday afternoon at work was rough and it has just followed me into the weekend.  I have not worked out all weekend and yesterday I even ate a Reese's peanut butter cup!  I am wondering why it is that we react the way we do to stress and bad situations?  What did I think it would accomplish to sabotage myself?  Why did I think I would feel better by doing the wrong things?  I am finding that a huge part of this journey to be healthy has to do with learning about myself emotionally, spiritually, etc.  Why do I eat?  How did I get to this point to start with? 

I had never considered myself an emotional eater until I became so conscience of when, how and what I eat.  Now I see it...the pattern of turning to food for comfort.  I think in my mind it is something I have control of.  When things happen and I cannot control the outcome I look for that control in other places of my life.  I am thinking now that I need to find other actions/reactions to replace my self-destructive tendencies.  My better choice this weekend would have been to get to the gym and work out that frustration and anger.  And then to learn to face whatever the REAL problem is and find REAL solutions.  Maybe my next consultation should be with a shrink!  LOL

So today I am back on track.  Back to conscience eating.  Back to the gym.  Back to sanity!!

Friday, November 5, 2010

Fat Burning Benefits of Yoga

I read this really good article on yoga for runners on the Runner's World website and wanted to share it.


Fight Fat with Yoga

Mindfulness = a whittled middle

By Deanna Michalopoulos


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Calorie counting is the go-to strategy to subtract numbers from the scale and shed unwanted pounds. And in a country where two-thirds of adults are overweight or obese, it seems like adhering to a tough diet is the prescription. But a strict eating plan - whether it’s self-imposed or stemming from a program - isn’t always the answer.

One study published in the journal American Psychologist reviewed all previous research that tracked dieters for two to five years and found that at least one- to two-thirds of dieters gained all the weight they lost (plus some) within five years. Other studies show that strict dieting triggers people to eat more than those who aren’t on a diet at all, creating a vicious cycle of undereating and overindulging. In other words, if you skip cereal in the morning, come noon you may inhale a cupcake or two without thinking twice.

So what can you do if you want to look svelte while rocking a pair of skinny jeans? The answer is yoga. Research published in the journal Alternative Therapies in Health and Medicine found that people who practiced yoga regularly for four years or more actually gained less weight as they get older. What’s more, overweight individuals who practiced yoga for four or more years managed to lose weight over a 10-year period.

But as it turns out, it’s not just breaking a sweat during yoga class that helps whittle your middle. “Losing weight isn’t just about physical activity and it isn’t just about cognitive skills like counting calories, weighing portions or not stocking junk in your pantry,” says Alan Kristal, Ph.D., researcher at the Fred Hutchinson Cancer Research Center in Seattle and co-author of the above-mentioned yoga study. “If you’re going to lose weight and keep it up, you need to be mindful in addition to these things.”

In fact, there’s been a surge of programs that promise weight-loss success based on a mindful approach to eating. These programs encourage people to weigh their hunger levels against emotions, such as anxiety, loneliness or anger, to make sure they are eating for the right reasons. So rather than chomping on chips to tame tension or reduce stress, you can learn to calm your body and mind with meditation and deep breathing.

“Mindfulness gives people a better sense of control over food and makes eating a more comfortable experience,” says Donald Altman, M.A., LPC, who runs his own online mindful eating training program, mindfulpractices.com, and is author of Meal by Meal: 365 Daily Meditations for Finding Balance Through Mindful Eating. The same techniques you use to stay focused and breathe through a challenging pose during yoga class can come in handy when you’re in the kitchen or a restaurant. Since yoga practitioners feel more in tune with their bodies, they are responsive to their body’s sensations - including hunger and satiety. When you’re more aware of why you’re eating or not eating, you could lose weight almost by accident.

An avid yoga practitioner himself, Kristal developed a scale that measured mindful eating, and his research found that the longer individuals practiced yoga, the higher they scored on the mindful eating scale. And high mindful eating marks were strongly correlated with a low body mass index (BMI). Want to slim down mindfully? Here’s how yoga can help:

Yoga helps you bear discomfort without reacting to it.
Sometimes we encounter awkward or almost painful postures — for some of us it’s Tree pose and for others it’s Pigeon. Rather than grit your teeth and hold your breath, yoga trains you to observe the tension and breathe deeply into it to coax your muscles or joints open - or to deal with it as is. You can apply this same technique to other uncomfortable situations, such as an intense craving for ice cream or cookies.

“I suggested to one of my program participants to try sitting with her feelings instead of eating junk food when she was unhappy,” says Altman. “The next time she had a craving, she drove into a fast-food restaurant’s parking lot and sat in her car for 40 minutes. She realized that she had never given her unhappiness a name. That day she realized she was lonely and that a burger and fries wouldn’t make that feeling go away.”

Yoga teaches you to de-stress - on the spot.

Deep breathing from your belly has an immediate calming effect on your mind, which is why pranayama is useful when we start freaking out in the middle of Half Moon pose. We normally take spills when we’re worrying about losing balance. Concentrating on your breath clears your head so you can align yourself deliberately.

Similarly, if you don’t manage stress, it can drive you to making poor choices, says Altman. That’s why, when high anxiety induces a fight-or-flight response in your brain, you zoom to the vending machines to divert yourself from mental anguish. Taking a pause with a deep breath during challenging parts of your day help you take a detour from the Doritos. Try this breathing exercise the next time you need to center yourself.

Yoga coaches us to change.

Think about your very first, second or third Downward Dog and how far and fluid it has become in your practice. Yoga can cultivate the confidence needed to take a step toward change in general, such as making healthier food choices. “We create new neural networks in our brain every time we do something unfamiliar,” says Altman. “It gives us hope that we can eat a meal and approach it in an entirely new way - and that helps us keep at it.”

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Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Motivation

One thing I have been asked quite a few times lately is where I am getting my motivation.  I have been on my health quest for almost 3 months now.  That’s almost 90 days.  In the 90 days I have thought about quitting maybe…I don’t know… 80 times!  But there are several things that keep me going.  One is my trainer.  She is constantly reminding me about why I am exercising, why I am avoiding my danger foods and why this will all be worth it.  I meet with her twice a week for a workout and for accountability.  We weigh in once a week and take all my measurements.  Often when we workout we are trying a new routine.  Variety is the best way to keep from getting bored with exercise.  She is great and I am lucky to have found her when I did.  Thanks Melissa!

Another place I get my motivation is from my friends and family.  When I started out I told everybody I know what I wanted to do.  Just knowing that someone will ask me how it’s going is enough to keep me on track.  What would be worse than to tell someone I had quit!  I also asked several people to write a word of encouragement on index cards.  I keep those cards handy and take them out at times I am finding it difficult to get up and move and I am reminded that others care and want me to succeed.  The same goes for Facebook.  I post what I am doing or have accomplished and I get all kinds of encouragement.

The third part of my motivation is results.  I admit I have been discouraged with the slow pace of my weight loss.  But there are other parts to this.  I have great calf muscles now!  My legs have started to really shape up.  I notice that my chin seems to be tightening up.  It’s the little differences that add up.  I am able to walk faster and longer.  I don’t get winded going up one flight of stairs.  I take pride in the fact that I can hold a plank for a whole minute.  All these things make me want to see, do and accomplish even more.

I think everyone gets their motivation from a different place.  Maybe journaling, writing down your goals, meditation or even a reward system (just not food rewards!) is what will work for you.  Find someone you trust who you can be accountable to.  Or go crazy like me and tell the world!!

Saturday, October 30, 2010

No more fear

I went to the gym earlier today.  How well I rememeber my first trip there...the day I joined.  I was petrified!  I pulled into the parking lot and just sat there in my car.  I could not make myself go in!  Why?  Well, in my mind, as soon as I walked in the door I just knew everyone was going to look at me and say "Look at that fat girl!" and then just laugh themselves silly.  I had to call a friend and have her talk me in the door!  Looking back now, I see how silly all that was.  It's amazing what we tell tell ourselves and how we sabatage our progress  with such negativity!  I did go in and ya know what?  Nobody even gave me a second glance!  Now I suppose if I walked in in a neon green leotard they might look!  But since I don't plan to do something that jaw-dropping, I guess I needn't worry!

 I went through a similar thing the first day I ran on the treadmill.  Again, my inner negative voice had me convinced I would go flying off the back of the treadmill and crash to the floor!  I guess I am watching too much Biggest Loser.  It's been several weeks and guess what?  No crashes!  Just jelly legs!  LOL

Now I try to drown out the negative voice by reminding myself what I am there for and telling myself I CAN do 5 more minutes...one more mile...10 more pounds.  Part of this journey is learning to love me enough to stop saying to myself what I would NEVER say to someone else.  I CAN do this.  I WLL do this.  No matter how hard and no matter how long it takes.

I want to thank the people who have used thier positive voices to encourage me and who contantly remind me that they are on my side.  Your words and notes mean the world to me!  Keep 'em coming!!

Friday, October 29, 2010

My evolution

The date: August 11, 2010.  I have just made a monumental leap in my personal evolution. 


For many, MANY years now I have been a sloth.  Content to sit at a desk all day, then transfer slowly to the couch after work and then to slowly drag myself to the bed each night.  Using as little actual body movement as possible, of course.  Major exercise was my trip to the kitchen each evening for whatever sugary treats I could find.


My first workouts with my trainer proved that I was about as muscle-less as a person can get.  Getting used to moving was a challange.  So we started with 15 minutes a day of walking and what my trainer approperately title "couch potato exercises".  That was basically 15 reps of basic movements during commercials while I watched TV each night.  Within 2 weeks I had definately moved up to snail.  I was feeling a little more sure of myself and beginning to beleive I might, just might, be able to do this!


By the end of the first 30 days, I had made a major evolutionary jump to turtle!  I joined a gym (*ZX for Zero eXcuses) and started walking on the treadmill at least 5 days a week.  I was soon up to 45 minutes each time.  On weekends Tim and I would go to the Swamp Rabbit Trail and walk together.  We built up to about 6.5 miles within 4 weeks.  My routine included treadmill walking, couch potato exercises and 2 workouts a week with my trainer.  I realized I was feeling better, sleeping better and my sugar cravings had really subsided.  I might just be able to do this!


Still beleiving that there was a runner trapped under all this fat, I decided to try to let her out.  I was scared to death of running and looking like an idiot.  Nothing worse than seeing a fat girl trying to run and all that fat just flying everywhere, right??  WRONG!  That is exactly who we should be applauding and encouaraging!  And that girl was ME!  So I am apllauding myself for ever baby step I take.  And all of the encouragement from friend and family is what keeps me going and keeps me trying.


I'm not sure what the next evolutionary step is yet.  Right now it's just one step at a time...keep moving...keep believing...

*http://zxfitness.com/

Thursday, October 28, 2010

My persoanl road to health...

I have a very specific reason for starting this blog.  I have set out on a long trip to find my healthy self.  As I have posted my progress on Facebook, I have received quite a few private messages from people who are asking a lot of questions about my journey.  I decided it might be more beneficial to use this venue.  Plus it's just a really cool thing to call myself a blogger!!


Back in July I went to Columbia and stood in line for HOURS to try out for The Biggest Loser.  I actually ended up having a great time, even though I wasn't chosen as a contestant.  Back home in Greenville, I decided that now was the time.  I started thinking more and more about trying to lose weight.  Not just dropping pounds, but being healthy and active. 

Please note that I would NEVER wear this in public
with those gargantuan arms!


My starting (and highest) weight at 252 pounds.
NOT FOR LONG!!


So my journey began officially on August 11, 2010.  In my next few blogs I will catch you up on starting to exercise, learning to eat right and the people who have been, and still are guiding me on the way.  I will try to be honest and transparent about how this journey has changed me and what I am learning about myself.  It won't all be pretty!!  But I feel sure it will have a happy ending!!

Why blog?

Well, I have now officially entered the 21st century!  Last month I got a Droid and now I blog!  okay, so I'm still a little behind...oh well!
Many of you have seen my posts on FaceBook about my journey to get healthy.  I have gotten so many great notes of encouragement and many messages asking me questions about exactly what I am doing.  I thought this might be a better way to put my information out there.  I know there are a lot of bloggers who are probably funnier and more interesting than me...okay, not more interesting...but I feel like I have a lot to share.  I am learning new things, reading new books, and tasting new and healthier food and I want to share that.  If only one person gets started on thier road to healthy and is encouraged by my blog, then I will have accomplished a lot.
So keep checking back and I will be adding stuff all the time.
Let me hear from you!