Let me back up...I met someone a couple of weeks ago who is an avid (addicted) runner. He offered to help me get started. He suggested I sign up and participate in the Wren Run, a run/walk 5K. So I did.
The week before the race, I had multiple dreams about the race. My mind created all types of scenarios about what might happen. It's no secret that I really fight some ridiculous fears about running and this was no exception. But I was determined to see this through! So I read up on what to wear, how to layer, what to eat, etc. I set my alarm for early Saturday morning, a miracle for me! I got up and dressed, ate a peanut butter sandwich and headed out.
The first race, a mile run, was at 8 AM, so I watched and cheered the mostly under 10 group. At 8:30 it was time to get in line for the 5K. I got at the back of the group, assuming that's where the walkers would be. With the starting whistle, everyone took off...running! Not one walker! YIKES! I just stood there...and the fear took over. I slinked away and carefully took off my race number. I just couldn't start walking when everyone else was running! I was about to get in my car and leave when Mike saw me. He's the guy who had suggested I do this. He asked why I wasn't walking and I (shamefully) explained why I had backed out. He was so encouraging! Before I knew what was happening, he had me on the move. We actually went backwards! He got me started, told me to walk towards the oncoming racers, then at the half-way point turn around and get in the back of the group so I could finish with them. It worked! I was still by far the last to finish, but I did FINISH! I crossed the finish line at 51 minutes 5 seconds. And I got my medal! Actually, I got more than a medal. I overcame another fear...failure. I didn't fail!
I DIDN'T FAIL!!!
The next race will be easier. I already know I can do it! I have felt really emotional since the race. Almost teary. It's just such a great feeling to have accomplished something I wanted to do, made my mind up to do and finished. It's a cool feeling.
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